Crush
I'm sure 'crush' is a very common word these days. The first time I heard that word was during my foundation studies, in 2015 and I was nineteen back then. So many people including my classmates and roommates uttered it. At first, I didn't understand its meaning, but I didn't ask anyone because I didn't really socialize back then.
What do you define the word crush? From my understanding, crush is someone whom you have secret feeling for, but you don't say it out loud. And that guy doesn't know that you like him.
Do I have one? I'm not sure, but there is one guy that I have known since my foundation studies. We were classmates for this one course, Thinking Skills. But he was from another program. And now, he is studying at this university as well, taking this one program at IRKHS. I got to see him last semester because I had class at IRK building. I think, he could be considered as a crush to me. Hehe. Because my feeling towards him is still a secret until now.
But, I have set my mind not to put expectation that he would be mine because I might get hurt if he already has someone he likes or maybe a wife. Haha so serious. He's not good looking person, I have to be honest. But, he is so charming and his aura is kebaboom. Okay enough, I might end up describe everything about him. Haha.
So, the conclusion, crush is just a crush. Nothing special about having a crush. They are just human beings and don't expect too much okay. You might suffer later on. Hmm. Okay bye. I'm okay!
P/S: This would make me look even worse. Haha. This is just for fun. I'm free from any feeling right now. Trust me.
December 1 2019
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